Ode to Him
I have never felt this way before, I hate you so much but I hate me more. I didn’t know what had happened but Now that is has, don’t know how to go through it all. You seem happy to be a part of it all, You’ve appreciated it all. But now that u have moved on, I fail to understand was it real or a pretentious game of call. I feel betrayed and abashed in this mess Nothing like what you feel or try to suppress. I feel like an abandoned ship, like a lonely star Without whose help you couldn’t go far Or without its light you were all in the dark. What I hope for isn’t your downfall, Cause God sees and he knows it all. What I hope for the return of power, The same zeal and vigor with once that I stood it all. I ask for the lost feelings to be found. Cause now I am like that mighty bottle tree, So strong so sturdy but so weak deep within. I have grown heartless like the harsh winter, That so mercilessly kills all in its reach, I pray for the spring to bloom In this heart that full of sand dun...